Hey blogger,
It was my day off today.
I actually had a day off on Monday too for therapy, but I didn't write on here. I don't know why, but as I've mentioned, ...time always seem to slip through my fingers.It's like butter in a frying pan and the heat is on all the time. It just burns and I can't seem to stop it--who am I kidding?! No one can.
Well, it was a good day... therapy was pretty difficult. It ended with me hiding away from a lot of emotions and answering a question with, "I don't wanna talk anymore."
However, the page has turned from that time. The conflict has a resolution and 6 weeks are nearing and an era, ending.
I resigned my role as shift manager of my restaurant. I may step down and become a highly paid crew member; a lot less stress, the edge over them from more experience and respect. And the ability to have a say over my availability again. I'm excited to see where God leads me in a few short weeks.
I also will be pursuing some legal options to finalize the end of some past mistakes and to finally start some new things to come.
I had the opportunity to go on a Mission Trip to Dominican Republic this week and decided not to go because I want to go with someone I know and I don't want my passport to be paid for by someone other than me. I want to travel by my own merit--well, Gods--but by His guidance, not the guidance of someone else.
Lots of chaos, lots of changes, and choices--it's been real, not fun or easy, but real.
Work 2 closes in a row in about 15 hours and then another 15 hours from the end of that shift. Then I'll see you again on Saturday! :)
- K.
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