Wednes-Day Off 2

02.27.2014 @12:12am

Hey blogger,

It was my day off today.
I actually had a day off on Monday too for therapy, but I didn't write on here. I don't know why, but as I've mentioned, ...time always seem to slip through my fingers.It's like butter in a frying pan and the heat is on all the time. It just burns and I can't seem to stop it--who am I kidding?! No one can.

Well, it was a good day... therapy was pretty difficult. It ended with me hiding away from a lot of emotions and answering a question with, "I don't wanna talk anymore."
However, the page has turned from that time. The conflict has a resolution and 6 weeks are nearing and an era, ending.

I resigned my role as shift manager of my restaurant. I may step down and become a highly paid crew member; a lot less stress, the edge over them from more experience and respect. And the ability to have a say over my availability again. I'm excited to see where God leads me in a few short weeks.

I also will be pursuing some legal options to finalize the end of some past mistakes and to finally start some new things to come.

I had the opportunity to go on a Mission Trip to Dominican Republic this week and decided not to go because I want to go with someone I know and I don't want my passport to be paid for by someone other than me. I want to travel by my own merit--well, Gods--but by His guidance, not the guidance of someone else.

Lots of chaos, lots of changes, and choices--it's been real, not fun or easy, but real.

Work 2 closes in a row in about 15 hours and then another 15 hours from the end of that shift. Then I'll see you again on Saturday! :)

- K.

Wednesday Day Off

Today is my first Days Off Diary posting. It's Wednesday, February 19th. The year is two thousand and fourteen--cause that's not insane! Enough with the odd introduction and on with the writing.

It's 4:33 in the morning and I'm have insomnia as always. I feel like a weird twilight zone of which comes first... Waking up late, going to work, finally getting off so I stay up late and enjoy my "day," then wake up late and do it all over again... or is it because I work 4pm-1am that I go to sleep late and then sleep 8 hours and do it all over again. My schedule is abnormal--but then again, so am I.

My days off, though, those are like forks in the road. They leave me with decisions on what to do, where do go, and ultimately how to spend my time. JUST to end up back at work at 4pm and waking up 24 hours later to start it all over again.

My days off Diary is going to document and allow me a chance to dream with my eyes open and create memories with the odd times I have time to.

I don't make promises, because as you learn from my story told sporadically when days off eclipse my alien planet, ...because promises get broken. However, my days off diary will for sure be used as a way of venting random ramblings of my life and my day off. Mostly, what happens when I don't have a day off, but eventually the adventures I chose to have with the 24 hours I have without limitations.

- K.